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Dhikr

When it comes to healing modalities and spiritual practices there was one practice where I had THE most profound spiritual experience, and I haven’t heard anyone talk about – it’s called dhikr. In my 20’s I was very much a seeker. I was trying to understand “why I am here?” and “what is my life purpose?” I was plagued with these existential questions very early on in my life. I was very much an avid reader and somehow, I had come across information on Sufism. If you are not familiar with Sufism, it is basically the esoteric branch of the Islamic faith. I honestly don’t know too much about any of it, other than I found that I resonated with the information that I did find. The main concept that I recall was that you polish the mirror of the heart so that the God within, reflects outward. That basic idea made so much sense to me. It really is about being a better person and working towards that inner recognition of your own divinity. Sufism is very different in that there isn’t a Church. This practice involves having a guru or spiritual teacher called a sheik. And the idea is that when the student is ready, the teacher will appear. And I’ll have to say, if anyone is a Sufi and is reading this and I’m doing a horrible job at explaining it – I apologize. I feel I would never do a good job in trying to explain it – but I’m doing my best.

Anyway, eventually after I finished college and was out in the working world, I ended up meeting a lady who also studied Sufism. She and I would have conversations about it and eventually I ended up buying a few different books based on her recommendations. My focus on spirituality would wax and wane over the years. Some years later, I became focused once more on developing my spiritual side and so had begun doing one of the practices described in one of the books. A practice called dhikr.

Dhikr is basically where with every breath you think ‘God’ (for the Islamic faith – they would say Allah, but God resonated more with me). So instead of entertaining all these random thought in your mind, you just focus on God. The idea is that eventually, you won’t consciously have to ‘think’ of God, but God will just ‘sit in your heart’ and you won’t have to make an effort. I had only been practicing this for a short time – less than a week. So, one day I was driving down the road when suddenly I was overcome with what would be today – the most profound thing I’ve ever experienced. It is very hard to describe, but I would say it was like I saw everything for what it really was – and it was beautiful! I just remember I had this almost like full body orgasm go through my body and then I just experienced this overwhelming feeling of bliss. But it did not last that long, it was almost like I had a glimpse. It is hard to remember how it felt, but it’s almost like this veil dropped for a while and I was able to see the beauty in everything.

I had that experience over 10 years ago, even BEFORE my Kundalini activation. I suspect that when Kundalini is activated, and the crown chakra opens – that is the type of experience someone would have. But apparently, I like to do everything backwards! IF that is what it is supposed to feel like, then wow – what a state to be in! What I find so odd, is that even though I had that the most profound experience using that technique – I actually never engaged in the practice again.

Ultimately, I think the power in that practice is that you are actively engaging with the remembrance of your own beauty, your own inner divinity. To have just a glimpse of what that looks and feels like, was such a gift. As we walk through this life with blinders on, this false reality of what is ‘real’ I think to be able to see the beauty of life and all it’s wonder is something that we all aim to experience – real meaning. I think that is why I like to walk early in the morning and see the stars. It helps me to keep perspective and to see and remember what a vast and mysterious place that we live in.

In love, light, and gratitude,

Heather

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Tachyon Chamber

During the spiritual awakening process, a large part of the process is about becoming more self-aware and this desire can lead one to different experiences.

One of the areas that you may be led to – is trying different healing modalities. I’ve tried a lot of different things over the years – traditional therapy, EFT, acupuncture, reiki, crystal bed therapy and even tesla coils – to name just a few. These different modalities are all helpful and serve different purposes in my opinion.

A few months back, I came across some posts by someone that I’d heard of, but really didn’t follow too closely – about this type of healing modality called “Tachyon Chambers.” It sounded interesting to me, so I looked it up online and found the information intriguing, so I found a location that wasn’t too far from me to try and book a session. They told me that they were not accepting appointments at that time, but they would keep me on a mailing list for when it was open.

The explanation of Tachyon energy and the chambers are that tachyons are energy – sub-atomic particles that are the highest frequency that can be combined with matter and that they can’t reach the earth because of the veil. This chamber allows you to receive the energy – which is supposed to increase energy, help start the healing process, assist in emotional, physical and mental well-being and serve as protection from harmful EMF. The effects are supposed to be permanent.

Recently, they emailed me to let me know that they had appointments open and had sessions available the first week of November. So, I signed up. One thing that I’ve learned about through the spiritual awakening process, is that your higher self, guides and your own intuition will help direct you to the experiences and information that are needed for your own growth. So, I go with the flow now if I feel drawn to something. I honestly don’t think too much about it. I invited a friend to see if she wanted to go with me – and she did.

We met a little before the session to catch up, then headed over the location of the chamber, which was in a person’s house. Again, I don’t think too much about these things – I just roll with it, but always be smart and listen to your intuition.

We were to text them once we arrived and then they would come to the side of the house to meet us, so that we wouldn’t disturb those in the chamber before us. So, we brought our stuff with us – blanket, pillow, and some bottles of water. As we made our way around to the back, I was just awestruck at the landscaping in the back yard. I am a plant person, so it was probably more impactful to me than some others, but it was truly a work of art – it was NOT typical landscaping. The entire backyard was taken up by beds that contained dry desert type plants – cacti, etc. I don’t even have the words to describe it, other than magical. There was a path, that wound around the back of the yard, with an elevated flower bed. Once you walked up the steps, you were on a patio that overlooked the garden, and the rolling hills that just happened to be where the sun was currently setting. It was just so peaceful, inspiring, and beautiful. As I looked closer at the details in the flower beds – there were large crystals!! There was one area that had these huge amethyst pieces and then the whole expanse of this same bed had these clear crystals that went across in the middle. Hidden in different places and on the patio were labradorite, kambaba jasper, aquamarine and some quartz pieces. It was just unbelievable. I would have loved to just sit out there and enjoy the peaceful tranquility of the garden.

So I’m just trying to set the scene on just how I knew as soon as I walked in the backyard – that this was where I was supposed to be, what I was supposed to experience.

As we walked in the house, they took us over to where the chamber was. It was in a small front room by the front of the house. When they say “chamber” what I believe that they are really referring to, is that it is contained within a room, there isn’t a box or anything else that it sounds like. Instead, there is a mattress on the floor with 4 poles, a crystal at the top, and some other crystals in the corners and sacred geometry was on the floor.

It’s only for one person at a time, and you need to bring your own blanket/towel and pillow. I had to scoot down underneath the poles so that I wouldn’t knock it out of alignment.

Once I laid down, they put this thing called a resonator on me – which looked like a brass dual megaphone with a crystal in the middle. They then put andara crystals on either side and then placed cintamani crystals on my 3rd eye, throat chakra and my heart chakra.

I was a little anxious – not knowing what to expect, but I tried to just relax and let the experience unfold. I have no idea timewise, but after a few minutes it seems, I felt this warm feeling on the underneath of my body, that was touching the mattress. At this point, I was a little frustrated thinking, ‘is this all that I’m going to feel?’

So, again – no idea, timewise, but at some point, where the resonator was located – near the center of my body  – I began to feel this odd sensation, like my body seemed to be expanding where this resonator was – rounded – like it was growing. It was a very curious feeling.

Then, I started to experience this really odd sensation of losing my sense of physical form – and that started to freak me out. I feel like I could tell I was still laying on the mattress, but the rest of my body – just felt like it had dissolved or something. I just was left with my own internal awareness. I tried to not freak out and tried to just breathe in and out calmly without knocking over the resonator.

Things started to get more interesting…I then began to feel this pressure on my 3rd eye, where the cintamani stone was – almost like someone’s thumb was pressing down, then I started to feel pressure on the sides of my temples. Again, during this – I have no idea the meaning, what is supposed to be happening, is it good, or bad…I am just trying to stay calm at this point.

And finally, the grand finale of the experience, where the resonator was, I actually started to feel like it was very hot, like burning, and I opened up my eye to just check to make sure I wasn’t on fire or anything – lol.

At this point, I was like, okay, this is enough, I have no idea what is happening, but feeling this intense heat is freaking me out. Even though they told me I could yell out at them for their attention, I didn’t want to be a weinie and just tried to telepathically tell them I had had enough and was ready to get out.

I think that worked, and they came back. I have no idea how long I was in there, it was supposed to be 30 min, but it felt longer than that. As they came in, my friend was standing there and I didn’t want to influence her experience, so I just said “that was intense”, as they removed the resonator and crystals off of me and I scooted out.

As I got up, I could tell I was very shaky, jittery, and felt very weird. They could tell that I was ungrounded and told me to sit outside and get grounded in the garden. So, I sat out there on the patio, in front of the labradorite table in the chair and relaxed a bit while the setting sun warmed my body. It felt so good to be out there.

After a while I got more settled internally and didn’t feel jittery anymore, so I went back inside where they did another treatment called a light mandala system. As I shared my experience with them, they wondered if I was clearing energy for the collective – which is why I felt the burning energy.

During my own journey, one of the things that is very notable is that I have a lot of experiences, but I really don’t know the meaning or message and so a lot of times I seek out others to help me with the interpretation. This is one area that I would like to improve upon.

As for the other experiences I had in the chamber, I really don’t know the meaning. I’m just kind of rolling with it, knowing that in time, I will piece everything together.

One thing that I do want to clarify – is that I am extremely sensitive to energy, so my experience was probably way more intense than other people’s. But I’ve also done a lot of things to raise my vibration over the past few years.

I asked my friend what they experienced, and she said that she could feel the energy – go across her forehead and then felt emotional. So, it definitely was helping her heal some emotional wounds.

I felt a bit disconnected afterwards. Talking in a coherent manner was challenging. I had an hour drive home – and that was also a bit challenging. I just felt a little out of it and still somewhat ungrounded. Normally I carry my black tourmaline with me to help with grounding– but of course I left it at home – ugh!

But I could definitely tell that I had more internal energy. My overall energy just felt stronger.

I felt somewhat energized, wasn’t ready to go to sleep that night, but slept pretty well. I woke up energized, but over the next few days, I think that the energy started to take effect and I had bouts of sleeplessness and fatigue while my body processed the energy. One notable thing was that my dog, that sleeps with me, seemed to be getting up and jumping up on one side of the bed and then the other through the night.

I wonder if my shift in energy affected him. One thing that I learned about after my Kundalini activation – is that when you have a large increase in energy, that it can bother you if you are sleeping with someone. For some reason, that increase in energy bothers you to the point where you can’t sleep in the same bed with them. I found that out years later, but thought it was interesting because I would move onto the couch, then the guest bed – I just played musical sleeping locations after my Kundalini was activated. So, I wondered if that was the case here – that my dog was being bothered by my energy or maybe I was bothered by his energy and waking up?

I was also exhausted for the next few days – very groggy. After a few days, I started to feel more balanced, but it definitely had an impact on me. I think that I am still getting adjusted to it. I have a feeling that I won’t be sleeping as much – which is good, because I can always use more time.

I will do a blog in a few months to discuss how this healing modality has impacted me longer term.

If you feel drawn to experience any healing modality, follow your intuition. You will be guided to what you need along your journey.

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Heather

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Being an Empath

Most people have heard of the term “Empath” and what it means. I think learning that I was an Empath has probably been one of the most important things that I’ve learned about myself on my spiritual journey. While most people consider being an Empath a ‘gift’, a lot of us would probably consider it a curse. In simple terms, an Empath is someone who is sensitive to energy. It’s referred to as “clairsentience’ and is considered a psychic ability.

However, everyone has this ability, it’s just a matter of knowing what it is and becoming more internally aware.

I don’t think that I am that different from other Empaths in that we all have suffered from bouts of fatigue. I only learned that I was an Empath about 5 years ago. But before that, I had dealt with fatigue and did not understand why. I went numerous times to the doctor complaining that I knew something was wrong with me and demanded that they run tests for everything (which they never did) and in the end, the normal blood work panels would turn out normal and they would just tell me that I was suffering from stress.

Understanding Fatigue

Now when I’m tired, I look at multiple factors to try and find the cause. Is it diet, stress, lifestyle or is it from being energetically drained due to being an Empath?

Over the past few years I have paid more attention to my overall state of being and have made a conscious effort to understand the cause. To illustrate this point, when it comes to diet, there are a few things I’ve noticed. When quinoa became popular I tried cooking it. I noticed I would get a headache and immediately have to take a nap. Eventually I connected the dots and read up on it. If you do not properly wash the quinoa first, the saponins on it can have this effect.

I’ve also noticed some types of wheat bread – most likely due to gluten, make me super tired. I can’t even keep my eyes open. Recently, I tried a plant-based ‘sausage’ because I used to love kielbasa, but trying to be healthy, had tried an alternative. In the end, I had a severe reaction including extreme fatigue. The main ingredient was – you guessed it – gluten! And of course, everyone knows how after eating any heavy meal – you will feel fatigue. So those are just a few examples of being more conscious and aware of your energy and by paying close attention to your outer circumstances you can learn to decipher possible sources of fatigue.

Fatigue can also be due to stress and lifestyle choices. When trying to understand my overall energy, I always look to what is going on with my life. Am I under a lot of personal stress due to life circumstances? Have I been taking care of myself? Am I eating properly, getting enough sleep, making time for self-care?

Sensitive to Energy

When it comes to being sensitive to other people’s energy, it has been quite a learning experience to say the least! I’ll delve into specific examples in the next article. But in this article, I am just going to talk about what I’ve come to understand about energy exchanges. For my own personal perspective, I would bucket being sensitive to energy into 2 main categories:

1) People

2) External influences

Now, when it comes to being sensitive to other people’s energy – I would break these experiences down even further into:

  • One-on-one
  • Multiple people (crowds)
  • Unknown sources

People

One-on-one

I think most people are aware that when we interact with different people that we can either come away from that experience feeling upbeat and uplifted, or feel totally drained. However, I don’t know if people who experience the latter understand the dynamic of what’s going on. And frankly, it took me a long time to finally pay attention and start to be more conscious of my interactions so that they are on par rather than draining.

For one-on-one situations, these can be with partners, friends, co-workers, family or even strangers. In personal relationships, and I can speak from personal experience here, you may not even realize that you are the one with high energy, and your other half is relying on you to lift them up. It may not be something that you are even consciously aware of. Once I had my Kundalini activation in 2014, I started to become an observer in my relationship and I realized that I was giving away my energy to the point that I was always feeling drained. I also began to observe other couples and would see an equal exchange and began to become more aware of this energy dynamic between individuals.

As Empaths, we are naturally good listeners and energy suckers seem to just hone in on us. They blather and blather away while you actively listen (because you are also nice and polite). But actively listening takes a LOT of energy. And so that person leaves and you come away from the interaction feeling drained and used. Here’s my perspective on this situation now. Once you become aware that they don’t actually care about you – because they aren’t actually asking you any questions, or even listening to what you are saying because they just keep on talking over you, then enough is enough. I have honestly felt that some of these people might as well just talk to a wall because they are not interested in engaging with you. So once you start to have that realization, your attitude changes and it’s time to set up some boundaries. Since I’ve become more aware of this whole energy dynamic, once I start to pick up on this when engaging with someone, I get out of the situation.

At the end of the day, it’s about honoring yourself enough to know that your time and energy are precious and you don’t need it wasted on someone who doesn’t care.

Crowds

Crowds are Empaths worst nightmare. And in fact, there are a lot of memes out there about empaths and Christmas time because those are crazy crowds and it can be just outright hell with so many people out and about.

When there are a lot of people giving off their own energy, and you are energy sensitive, you can start to see how this would be a problem. Just the sheer volume of energy is what makes this scenario difficult.

Airports are the worst! At airports I do my best to find a restaurant with a booth to isolate myself if I can. In the Lima Peru airport last year, I thought I was about to have an anxiety attack because we were all so close together going through one long line and it was all I could do to keep it together.

One day I volunteered at a food bank with a bunch of people and I was in bed the entire next day. Sometimes it is just too much.

I do my best to avoid crowds. I never go to the mall unless I absolutely have to, and then I get in and get out. I actually do my grocery shopping at 6 AM as soon as the store opens to avoid crowds there as well. As I’m transitioning to a crystal aura (as I wrote in another blog post) my energy sensitivity has increased even more, so I really try to minimize my exposure to large groups of people when I can.

Unknown/Long distance

So this one is really odd and I will save the details for another post because the stories are quite interesting. But one thing that I’ve become aware of, is to discern when I have feelings that are mine vs. someone else’s energy. What I’ve learned is to ask myself – is there anything going on in my life that justifies what I’m feeling right now? If the answer is ‘no’ then I immediately work on releasing that energy from my field. I have learned that there is a type of energy that I have experienced that is very ‘panicky’ is the best way to describe it. But I’ll save more of this for a later post.

Outside sources

Schumann Resonance

As the Earth moves through the photon belt, the Earth is being bombarded with energy. If you are an Empath – surprise – you are the lucky one that is feeling this the most. Although this energy is impacting everyone, empaths will be more sensitive to it. The amount of energy is reflected through the Schumann Resonance. The normal Earth vibration is 7.83 Hz. Over the last few years, we’ve had peaks up to 120 Hz! There are periods called “white-outs” where the energy is so high over a period of time. This energy will either make you super tired or super energetic. What I’ve noticed also is I will feel the energy before it actually registers on the chart.

Full moons/new moons

This is something that I’ve become more aware of over the last year or so. I definitely do not sleep well at all during these times. From what I understand, these are portals that open up, so there is an energetic pull on the Earth during the full moon. It’s over my head, but it definitely impacts me.

Locations

This is something that I’ve always been aware of. We used to refer to it as ‘picking up vibes.’ I have always picked up on energy in various locations. I remember one time visiting Nuevo Laredo, Mexico with a friend and I felt this melancholy energy emanating from this town. It was very odd, as I had never experienced that before. And of course, going to sacred sites – such as Tulum, I’ve felt this unexplainable sense of sacredness, mysterious, profound energy. A few years ago, I visited a location called “Peace Valley” in Arkansas – and it was indeed extremely peaceful! So as an Empath, you will notice your ability to pick up energy from people as well as locations.

Learning that you are an Empath is one thing, navigating it is another. As I mentioned earlier, it was the single most important thing that I learned about myself on my journey as it has such a huge impact to my overall well-being. Now that I am aware of this, I actively work to manage my interactions with others and do my best to make sure I establish boundaries and maintain a healthy emotional and physical state of being.

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Strength Through Unity

While many of us knew 2020 was going to be a big year, I know I was not personally expecting things to go down like this. Interestingly, normally I’m all about planning trips and fun things to do throughout the year, but intuitively – I was not even thinking about planning anything for the first half of the year. I wasn’t even entertaining the idea of travel.

So, what exactly is going on? We find ourselves in a Twilight Zone of sorts. I wake up thinking – oh yeah – everything is still on pause, everything is still unknown, uncertain …unprecedented times of chaos it seems. Financial meltdowns, self-quarantine, fear of not having enough toilet paper – just had to throw that one in there😊

Life is on hold, with no real clear understanding of what the future will hold. Will we be in this mess for months? For years? How did things turn so quickly? Have we taken everything for granted? Of course, we have. Most of us have not lived through extreme times. Yes, there have been financial crises, yes there have been outbreaks. But something that is sweeping across the globe so widespread, so unseen? Shutting down entire industries like travel, entertainment, even restaurants and stores? No, I don’t think we’ve ever seen anything like this.

So, what gives? I will offer my perspective on what is unraveling. I don’t know what is going on ‘behind the scenes’ as some people talk about. I don’t have any insight or any intuition on that. But here is what I do know. If something this BIG is happening, where it is impacting not just one ‘nation’ or just a few ‘nations’ and instead is impacting the entire world as we know it – then this is HUGE. We must understand that for those of us that have been awake, we know the TRUTH. We know the big picture. We have known that the Earth and its inhabitants have been under a control that’s nefarious.

We know that people are suffering unnecessarily. We know the systems have been set up for the majority of humans to struggle and to be poisoned through various means and then have big pharma charge us an arm and a leg to be ‘healed.’ We know about the GMOs, glyphosate, chemtrails, fluoride, aspartame, high fructose corn syrup, EMFs.

We are aware of the desire to keep down our own inner awareness through various means – to do anything to keep us distracted from our own self-discovery of ourselves as infinite Creators. Through big sports, video games, porn. We try to escape our drudgery through alcohol, gambling, drugs, shopping. This is all on purpose. We are modern slaves, while the elite run the show. Half of the world’s wealth is owned by only 200-300 people. Let that sink in…

But it gets much worse than this. My soul’s purpose is not to focus on this extreme dark side that exists, but I would be remiss if I were to not acknowledge its existence. The dark forces on Earth have no concern for life, other than their own. And that is the basis for understanding that human sacrifice, sex rings and pedophilia is a huge part of their world. We, as human beings with a conscience – can’t even begin to understand it. I, as an extremely sensitive individual cannot spend much time on this aspect, but I am of the belief that it is happening and has been happening.

So how does this tie into what is happening now?

This battle between light and dark has been going on for some time. Many people who are still asleep, may not be aware, and still be living under the illusion of a false ‘reality.’

The Ascension process, or our spiritual evolution, is being triggered by energetic waves incoming from the Galactic Central Sun. These waves of light, consciousness, are reaching the Earth and its inhabitants. This energy is bringing light to dark areas. This darkness can no longer exist in this Light Energy.

The “Lightworkers”, you – reading this, have agreed to come to Earth at this time to assist with this Spiritual Evolution. You have heard the “Call” to help and answered this call as a Benevolent soul.

We have reached the apex of this battle between dark and light. It may be a rude awakening for many. If the ENTIRE WORLD has been thrown into chaos it is because it is not the ‘end of times’ it is just the beginning.

Old structures that do not serve must come down. Systems built on lies and greed must be righted. It is time for each and everyone of us to be able to live a life that is life affirming, not controlled and manipulated as it has been in the past.

So, what now? Have you ever had a life experience that humbled you? Made you appreciate what you had in your life? Made you open to your family, partner, friends or co-workers? Well now is that time.

This is the opportunity that we have been waiting for to open, to connect on a REAL level. No more mundane conversations about the weather or sports. It’s time to get real to ask “How are you doing? How are you REALLY doing? To hug – a real, genuine hug, (as appropriate)… an act of connectedness….

This is bigger than those layoffs that cost you your way of life, this is bigger than that hurricane that destroyed your home. This is about human connection. It’s about recognition of each and everyone of us as souls. When we look at each other in the eyes – it won’t be about fear because we realize that we have each other, because we don’t have a choice now – but to look each other in the eyes to connect. When everything is in chaos, we realize just how precious everything is. We aren’t distracted by our daily schedule or list of things to do. We stop. We give thanks. We reach out. We connect.

My desire for you is that you read this and take away a message of hope. I know it may seem as if there is so much unknown at this time. And while I acknowledge that, I also have faith in humanity that we can use this as an opportunity to finally really see each other and use the power of togetherness to continue our paths – in one of Love, Truth and Unity.

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In love, light and gratitude,

Heather

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Transition to Crystal Aura

I thought I’d share a little information about what I have learned about myself from doing psychic readings.

Auras are our energetic signature. Some people can see them. I probably could if I tried, but I honestly don’t spend too much time practicing this. From what I understand, there are various different colors and those colors have different meanings (and these can vary from one person to another). So, you may come across different information from different people depending on how they interpret the colors.

The person that I resonate with the most regarding reading auras is Pamela Aaralyn. In fact, her website used to be called aura reader.

If you have been in the spiritual community, you have probably heard of the term “Indigos” and “Crystals.” And recently, the term “Rainbow” has come up regarding groups of souls that have certain colors and associated traits.

When I heard of the term Indigos – that always seemed to me to mean these were the system busters, the people who didn’t agree or align with the status-quo. I regarded them as leaders, who were more aware of the BS in which our typical lives unfold. I think they question our typical lifestyle of trying to acquire a bunch of crap and work for years at unfulfilling jobs. And I believe a lot of these people were waiting for the systems to fall, and it hasn’t yet, so they are rebelling and not necessarily going after the typical jobs and/or they choose their own path – one that is more in alignment with their soul. Maybe they decide to work some, then travel. They may also believe in having a simpler lifestyle – not just settling down into a large house that they are tied to for 30 years.

And then there are the Crystals. These are the sensitive souls. They are the ones that are here to help heal. In fact, Crystals are the most powerful healing type of souls because they can absorb and transmute other people’s energy. This may be controversial, and my intention is never to offend anyone, but I believe that a lot of the individuals that have been classified as ‘autistic’ are actually some of these highly evolved souls known as Crystals. I believe that they come into this world and this world is so different, so low energy as 3D and it’s almost like a shock to their system on a lot of different levels. From sounds, noises, chemicals, as well as the violence that exists on our planet.

Back in 2016, when I did one of my first readings, Magenta Pixie told me I was born an Indigo and was transitioning to Crystal. At the time, I really didn’t know what that meant. I had heard of these terms, but I didn’t understand the whole concept of transitioning.

Later, I did a reading with Pamela Aaralyn and she told me the same thing, except she said I was an “Aquamarine” aura transitioning to Crystal. She also said that I would either stay 50/50 or I would completely transition to Crystal. She also referred me to an article that she had written called “The Great Spiritual Awakening.” I actually didn’t read that article until sometime later – but once I did, it made so much sense!

https://pamelaaaralyn.com/articles/great-spiritual-awakening-of-humanity/

According to Pamela, there was this overall plan for the Indigos to come in, blaze these new paths, and then the Crystals would come in, and help heal.

However, when the Crystals incarnated, a lot of them were not surviving to carry out the collective mission. So, the plan changed, for a lot of the Indigos, Aquamarines and others to transition to Crystal auras in order to keep the overall plan going.

What it feels like

Okay, so now I thought I’d talk a little bit about my own personal experience of what this has meant to me. I know I have always been someone who has been sensitive emotionally, but I’ve always been able to hide my emotions on the outside. I always kind of defined myself as a Scorpio with a poker face. I knew I was more sensitive on the inside – I just wouldn’t let people see that side of me. I would contain my emotions until I was in the comfort of my own environment.

However, I noticed in the last few years, I became VERY sensitive. In fact, I distinctly remember looking at a picture of a pink crystal on Pinterest and tears just started streaming down my face thinking that it was so beautiful. I think that was the first sign that I was like – okay, something weird is going on here. And as the months progressed, I started to get even more sensitive to stories – both good and bad. If it was a sad story, I would almost be traumatized and had some very tough times. Once I started to become more aware of this, I really, really backed off social media and my exposure to sad stories.

I would also get emotional to touching stories as well. The ones where the soldier reunites with their kids, the dog showing sadness when its owner died – I literally am getting choked up and crying right now as I even just THINK about this last scenario.

So, it doesn’t matter if it’s Pinterest, LinkedIN, Facebook – you name it, it has become a landmine for me emotionally. I have culled out friends that post sad stories, unfollowed everyone that posts anything remotely sad – even GOOD friends – I’m not kidding. I just can’t take it.

I’ve had coworkers start to tell me a sad story and I’ll start crying FOR THEM. It’s not even my situation, but I put myself in their shoes and just feel horrible. Now, I know this is an issue with boundaries – and I am working on that.

Food

The emotional aspect has been the toughest. But the other aspects are becoming more sensitive to everything in general. I have noticed that I go through phases of my body becoming sensitive to chemicals. Here are a few examples – I have tasted preservatives in a popular low-calorie alcoholic beverage (I won’t name names here). All I could taste was the chemical.

I used to drink coffee with flavored creamer – it began to taste like chemicals to me, so I stopped using them.

When I eat eggs, I only eat organic, I’ve eaten eggs at someone else’s home, and they didn’t use organic eggs and the eggs tasted horrible – I couldn’t eat them. Sometimes cheese (like normal shredded cheese) tastes like plastic to me. Sometimes the smell of meat smells like a dead animal to me and makes me want to gag.

So, your body becomes more sensitive to chemicals and preservatives. Recently I ate a meat kielbasa that was made with gluten. I did not realize I was sensitive to gluten and had a very bad reaction that had me out for a least a day. At one point, I was doubled over with stomach pain.

If this is happening to you – you will need to listen to your body, your body will start telling you what is and isn’t okay to eat.

Sensitive to Crowds/People and Certain People

I have periods where I cannot be in crowds at all, like I might have an anxiety attack. And in general, I avoid crowds by going early in the morning or shopping online if I must be around people. My backyard has become my personal sanctuary where I recharge.

At some points I have felt like my energy almost rejects other people sometimes – like I don’t even have control over it. It is like my tolerance for other peoples BS is at its limit and I just can’t do it. To me, if they aren’t in alignment with my own energy – them my energy won’t have anything to do with theirs.

I’ve also felt the need to be alone – a lot!

Clothing

Another thing that I’ve noticed is that certain fabrics get on my nerves. If fabric feels slimy or itchy – like it has some sort of synthetic fibers – then it gets on my nerves. I’ve heard a lot of people end up having to wear only organic cotton. It really depends on the persons level of sensitivity. I find myself only wanting to wear super comfortable clothes – not anything uncomfortable or anything irritating to me – it can even be the style of clothes – such as long flowy sleeves.

Electronics

I have noticed that my dining room lights seem to flicker after I’ve had energy treatments and my energy is higher than normal. I usually just put out a few grounding crystals such as black tourmaline and hematite to even out everything. Recently, my car battery went out – I’m on my 3rd one and my car is only 4 years old, so I’m really wondering if I’m draining the energy out of it? I don’t know.

The spiritual awakening process overall to me is about becoming more self-aware. The more that we wake up and become in tune and in alignment with our true nature, then our surroundings and our experiences inevitably change. The key is to take note and follow your own intuition and guidance. There you will find your own sense of peace.

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Dark Night of the Soul

I want to talk about this concept because I feel that this might soon be happening to a lot of people. And of course, this is my perspective, other people will have their own unique experience.

My awakening began in earnest after my Kundalini activation in Nov. 2014. You can read more about that in my previous articles – Kundalini Activation through meeting Twin Flame and Kundalini Activation – Snake Dreams, Twin Flame Dreams.

The phase called “Dark Night of the Soul” will be different for everyone, but for me the Kundalini activation began a process where the energy began clearing blocks in my chakras – which takes time. For some, the activation can lead to enlightenment right away.

So as this energy does it’s thing – a lot of soul searching activity goes on. For me, this led to a lot of researching online and through reading books.

A lot of people somehow quite mysteriously, all seem to come across the work of Dolores Cannon. In case you don’t know who she is, she was a hypnotherapist who worked with clients who eventually began telling her some very interesting things that she documented through books. I had read one of her books “The Three Waves of Volunteers” and I had begun reading another one of her books called “The Convoluted Universe” and it was probably for the me, the straw that broke the camel’s back and thus my Dark Night of the Soul began in about March/April 2016.

It’s hard to remember the pain, and even harder to describe the type of pain that I was in.

I actually talked to someone else who had a Kundalini activation and they experienced the same – except for they had more of an enlightening experience after they experienced the “Dark Night of the Soul.”

I feel like it was my ego trying to die, but it wouldn’t, or couldn’t figure out how to make it happen. My friend said that they just surrendered, but I apparently did not know how to do that.

To give context to what is happening internally, I think I had been reading and digesting these various perspectives on “reality” and it all came to a head while reading Dolores’ book.

Some of these concepts included the perspective that “I am God, I create my own reality”. So this understanding to me, really affected my psyche. And I’m not a mental health professional in any way, so I may be totally off base here, but that is my perspective.

I don’t think we appreciate how much our psyche is impacted by our core beliefs. I always had this perspective that there was this “God” out there that I could pray to when I was down, that “had my back.” And now, it was like, well what now? Do I pray to myself? It’s just me??

Not only that, but I had also learned about the Earth’s true history. I had never really understood the concept of Jesus (I’ll do another post on that another time) and I thought the whole Adam and Eve story was weird, but I think I had always believed in humans, the normal story.

But since my awakening began, I had learned about the Annunaki, the Ancient Builder Race, our connection to other galactic races as “Starseeds” incarnating here on Earth, the Reptilians running the show as the Elite. I had learned about the beings from Lyra, Pleiades, Sirius and the Extra Terrestrial beings living here on Earth. So my whole identify and my place in the Universe and how I fit in had been turned upside down.

These two main concepts – I am God and I am not who I thought I was and our place in the Universe is vastly different than what I thought – I believe these were what finally caused me to have my Dark Night of the Soul.

I felt like I had nothing to stand on, my foundational beliefs had been demolished.

I remember I literally felt like I was falling while I was laying on my bed. It was this out of control like feeling and it was terrifying. I remember it felt like a series of mini nervous breakdowns – like each one was getting worse.

I felt this internal struggle going on – like my ego was trying to die, but I wouldn’t let it die. I just remember it was an internal pain like I had never known before.

But, my ego did not die – and I did not achieve ‘enlightenment’ which is what happens to many people after this process. If you are in the Spiritual Community, then you are probably very well aware of the people that have reached a certain level of enlightenment. I consider them my teachers. However, I believe that they are not always the best people to assist others because they are so far advanced – they almost become unrelatable. And I think that is partly why I kept myself at a certain level – in order to help those that are just in the process of waking up.

I believe 2020 is going to be one of those years where people will be forced to wake up – and probably rather abruptly.

These past years of these energetic waves that have been washing over the Earth – they are packets of Consciousness that are bringing darkness to light. We have to deal with our inner demons, this energy is not letting up. The time is up for those that have refused to look within themselves and address their traumas. Many of us have had years to process and work on ourselves and achieve a certain state of inner balance.

My hope for those that are still asleep is that they are able to navigate what is coming with as much assistance and guidance from those that are leading the way through this Great Awakening. Wayshowers – I believe our time is here.

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Soul Tribe

Have you found your soul tribe yet?

Once you start to awaken spiritually – you will start to change on a lot of levels. One of the most profound changes for me was that I just felt ‘different’ internally. On the outside, I looked the same, and I can see how no one would know or not understand how I had changed, but I knew I had.

Part of this process comes with this longing to connect with others that are going through what you are going through. You start to feel isolated, alone and unable to relate to your partner, friends, family and co-workers. It can cause a real sense of distress.

Some people may even call this a “lonely path.” But it doesn’t have to be!

I believe as Starseeds, we agreed to come to Earth to assist during the Ascension. Part of that agreement involved having pre-planned “Blueprints” to meet up with our fellow Starseeds, and specifically our “Soul Tribe.”

My Kundalini activation happened in Nov. 2014. I discuss that in these articles

https://heatherburket.com/2019/04/21/kundalini-activation-through-meeting-twin-flame/

https://heatherburket.com/2019/05/22/kundalini-activation-dreams-snake-dreams-and-twin-flame-dreams/

During that period of great searching, I came across a website called In5D.com

I was so excited and thrilled to finally come across some information on topics that I was interested in. I devoured the articles and searched the database for anything I could read.

One day, I came across an article on “High Vibe” food. The article totally made sense and one of the things that stood out to me the most that I loved, was this communication that everyone’s needs are different. The author was not trying to shove her beliefs onto everyone.

I immediately looked up the author – Bridgett Nielson and found that she had a retreat in the next 2 months in Sedona, Arizona! It was preparing high vibe food, meditation and visiting a few sites. I thought that sounded perfect! I was excited about it – but at the same time scared!

What happened next is to me what I find so intriguing. And on this journey, you will find things such as this, and others that are both intriguing and mysterious.

As I was sitting at the computer pondering if I should sign up for this retreat or not, I literally felt as if my arm was being guided (pushed really) to sign up for the class. I believe that this was one of my Spirit Guides encouraging me to attend.

The next day, I woke up in shock. Did I really sign up for that class? What was I thinking? I was absolutely terrified!

I am an introvert and I absolutely HATE group pow wows – it is so not me!

After a while, I got over it and actually made the trip a few months later.

It was interesting because I think the group of us at the retreat all knew something was up. It felt different. I think we all knew it was special – but I personally didn’t know exactly why. Later I realized it was because I had met my Soul Tribe – people that were going to be instrumental to me on this journey and that we had known each other before. I believe that Bridgett brings soul families together through her retreats.

Being alone on this journey beforehand and now meeting up with all of these people on their own unique journey and all of them having very high energy – it was exciting and overwhelming at the same time.

Several of the people at this retreat had met during other retreats. I was ‘new’ to the group, as well as a few others.

During the retreat we learned a lot, connected, shared out experiences, books and all sorts of helpful information.

But one of the most profound experiences for me – was the triggering of memories!

After this retreat, I had many, many dreams, several of which I have no idea where or when these ‘past life’ experiences happened or the meaning, but meeting everyone activated these memories.

I remember meeting one couple, who I instantly adored, and later having a dream together with them where it was clearly Atlantis!

One of the benefits of meeting our Soul Tribe, is to receive activations from being in each other’s presence.

After the retreat was over, we stayed connected through Facebook.

The following year, a couple of the ladies from this retreat planned a trip to swim with the dolphins in Bimini (Atlantis).

If you are interested, you can watch my video on that experience here:

Again, this put me out of my comfort zone, as I am terrified of the ocean, but I thought this must be something that I’m supposed to go to, so I agreed to attend.

Again – this trip was probably the most ‘activating’ I have experienced. And I think part of these activations happen because other activations have happened previously – both by being in high vibe locations as well as meeting other people.

The following year, one of the guys in our group had read about how important it was to travel to Hot Springs, Arkansas – because of the vast expanse of crystals underneath the Hot Springs area had been activated. So, a group of us traveled there to meet up, connect, and dig for quartz crystals!

What was interesting about this trip, was the very first night I was there I had this really weird ‘explosion’ type of experience – like over my head. It’s hard to explain. I felt like I definitely had some sort of activation while being there.

If you’ve ever had a Kundalini activation, sometimes there is this blinding white light and an associated ‘explosion’ type of experience that I believe is your 3rd eye activating. This experience was very similar to that.

And just last year, 2019, several of us traveled together for the most amazing experience in Peru and Bolivia for 2 weeks visiting all of the sacred sites including Machu Picchu, Puma Punka and Tiahuanaco as a few examples.

And when we are not traveling, we stay connected through WhatsApp (texting app) sharing our experiences, getting feedback and support from each other during the year.

On this journey, I think that there are a few different scenarios that we can experience as it relates to connecting with others on our spiritual journey. We might have friends and family that listen to us – but don’t really understand, because they aren’t at the same place. That kind of interaction is okay, but it can still feel very isolating. When you find your Soul Tribe, you finally feel like you can breathe a sense of relief. These are people who are going through what you are going through. You feel connected, you don’t feel so alone and isolated. This is the goal. We want to be able to connect on a deep level. The journey is ultimately about remembering our own Divinity. This process is not easy and requires a lot of inner work. These people will walk through the mud with you. You can open up, share your vulnerabilities, cry, laugh and learn together. It’s such a blessing to have. I truly wish each and everyone reading this that you find your Soul Tribe – because it’s been a lifesaver for me.

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Heather

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Dimensions

The concept of dimensions really intrigues me, but I’ll admit I haven’t been able to explore this topic very much. There are a lot of rabbit holes to go down. However, it’s important to have a basic understanding and I can share what I’ve learned thus far.

We came to Earth to experience the 3D world. Most of us would not be able to handle experiencing the other dimensions and the beings in these other dimensions while on Earth. However, some people came in with the blue print (or soul plan) to be fully open and aware of beings that exist in other dimensions and while here on Earth.

I think a majority of us operate from our current ‘life’ within this 3D world. We are fully rooted in this 3D life – families, school, careers, friends, etc. Most of us have probably have the perspective that we have a soul and that when we die, our soul carries on – in Heaven, or somewhere – out there in space – lol! However, once we start to awaken spiritually, we really begin to expand our awareness to the vastness of existence and how maybe we are not as ‘alone’ as we think. It reframes our world and our place in it.

Everyone’s spiritual awakening process is different. For mine, I’m reminded of that funny skit on Saturday Night Live where 2 people had 2 completely different experiences of being abducted by aliens. One was bathed in light and felt like they were wrapped in pure love. The other one ended up peeing over a bowl and had her boobs batted back and forth by an alien. Lol! My experience wasn’t involving aliens, however, it was similar in that I didn’t experience the bliss like euphoric state and see angels that some people experience during their awakening. In fact, it was quite the opposite. I ended up opening up initially to the 4th dimension – which is the place of nightmares.

And again, each of us has our own journey and our own reasons and purpose for what we experience. But before we get into the dimensions, let’s talk a little a bit about them in general.

Seeing into Dimensions

We are used to focusing on tangible objects in our environment. But there are beings and things in other dimensions around you all of the time. When it comes to dimensions and experiences though, I do see some stuff that I am not sure what dimension it is in. One of the techniques that you can try to see into other dimensions, is to unfocus your eyes while you are lying down on your bed at night. As long as there is a little bit of light coming in, you should start to see shapes moving about. I’ve seen things moving around – but I don’t know what they are. Kelli Coffee has referred to it at one time as “space junk.” One time I remember seeing what resembled sea kelp hanging down and moving gently side to side from my ceiling.

Being a Fractal

It’s also important to bring up at this time, the concept of you as a “Fractal.” We tend to think of ourselves as our physical body, when in fact, that is just one aspect of ourselves. Have you heard of the concept of your ‘higher self?’ That would be a fractal of yourself that exists in another dimension. There are other fractals existing in other dimensions as well, but most people are just focused on the one that is playing the more important role for them now, which would be the higher self.

4th Dimension

So now I’ll discuss what I’ve experienced and have come to understand about the 4th dimension. There are beings in the 4th dimension that are not connected to Source. They are projections of energy that have manifested in some form – from black shadows (roundish) to more complex demonic beings. I have experienced a lot of different ‘beings’ in this dimension – but I’ll save that for another article. In the 4th dimension, since these beings are not connected to source, they need to ‘feed’ off of others energy in order to sustain themselves. I believe, but am not 100% sure on this, that this is also where manifestation begins. So before we create into our 3D reality, we put forth our words and thoughts. It’s important for us to understand this because there is a lag time between what we think and what we manifest. In the 5D experience, it is immediate. I’ve noticed this in particular lately, where I think of something, and it immediately appears, so this is kind of a training ground for us to be more mindful of our thoughts, because in time, there will not be a time lag between thought and manifestation.

5th Dimension

The 5th Dimension is what we are evolving to. The 5th dimension is where we lose duality, we no longer see ourselves as separate as others. It is all about love. I’ve personally noticed lately in the last few months, this bliss like state being more frequent. However, it also appears that the lows seem to be a deeper low. So it’s super high, then it drops down. It’s a process – we are all continually evolving.

Now I’ll share what I’ve experienced in 5D. During my trip to Bimini (Atlantis), I had one experience where everything in the hotel room became outlined in blue lines and intermittent blue circles. It was very odd and only lasted for a few seconds. It reminded me of that movie Tron with the straight lines. A few months later, I came across a video where Kelli Coffee was showing a video with those same blue lines/circles. She said that she sees those in the 5th dimension! So that was validation for me. Also, sometime later I came across an article by Lisa Transcendance Brown and she had pictures showing the exact same thing.

6th Dimension and higher

In the higher dimensions, ‘form’ becomes more about geometry and lights. As you increase in dimensions, this is an increase in vibration. When you hear about people ‘seeing’ Angels, etc. it is because they take on a recognizable form so that they won’t freak you out, and because it is what is familiar to you. There is a really funny video where Kelli Coffee talks about Archangel Michael and he ends up showing up in her living room. She then realizes that he also takes the form of a blue light, which is his true form. It’s really a great video and highly entertaining to watch.

Phillip on the Naked Truth with Kelli Coffee

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6h4elT90Q0

So let’s now talk about a few other things in other dimensions.

Ghosts

Ghosts are Earthbound spirits. They are not in the 3D world. According to Psychic Bob – they are stuck, they have not gone to the light. It is not a good place to be in. He refers to it as Purgatory.. Whatever location you want to call it, they are definitely around in our spaces. I’ve had a few experiences with Earthbound spirits – most were okay, but one was not cool. However, now I have more knowledge and power and am not afraid. Ghosts are disembodied spirits that you can communicate with, you can sometimes see them or feel their presence. They can also touch you and throw things – if they have enough power. The main thing that you want to know about ghosts is that you shouldn’t be afraid of them. They are actually suffering.

If you are interested in learning more about ghosts – I highly recommend that you check out this video by Psychic Bob where he covers the basics and goes into further details about why some people end up as ‘ghosts.’

Psychic Bob Explains Ghosts

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VQ6unmnEsE

Sparkly Lights

I’ve had experiences where I’ve seen small multi-colored lights flitting around in my room. In fact, my dog was also watching it and following it with his head. I believe that these are spirits. These were really cool experiences actually.

Orbs

From what I understand, orbs are spirits that are traveling through dimensions, so they can take that form in order to travel.

So that’s my understanding of Dimensions at this time. Again – it’s a topic that I really want to explore some more once I get a chance, because I find it fascinating. But it’s very important to have a basic understanding when you start to awaken, because as we grow and evolve spiritually, you may encounter beings in other dimensions. Our ‘reality’ is not what we’ve been taught to believe.

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My Close Call

I don’t even know where to start on this. It’s been awhile since I’ve posted and partly it’s because of something I experienced a few weeks ago, and have not felt ready to talk about it. I have not completely processed it, and have put it ‘in a box’ for now. I take it out and process it a little at a time, but I probably still need to go see a healer about it at some point because I know the emotions are still trapped in my energy body.

A few weeks ago I had one of the most terrifying experiences of my life.

I was driving down the street and I saw this guy that made me laugh. He was very fit and wearing work out clothes, but he was wearing a mask on his face. So I decided to take a picture. After I took the pic, I felt like I had just looked at a building that was reflecting the sun – where you accidentally get kind of temporarily blinded.

Where you have this one area in your eye were you can’t see. But I was like ‘it will go away’, I honestly didn’t remember looking at a blinding reflection, but as I was driving, it continued to get worse and I kept on thinking it would go away eventually. It started changing to where it like this jagged edge on my vision.

And I actually couldn’t see very clearly at all on the right hand side of my vision. Because it was impacting my ability to see so bad while I was trying to drive and because I was freaking out, I ended up having a panic attack. I don’t even know how to describe what that feels like. Utter terror, everything becomes overwhelming physically I felt hot, I didn’t know what to do, trying to change lanes, I could barely see out of the right hand field of my vision.

I was afraid if I pulled off of the highway, I wouldn’t be able to make myself drive again.

I rolled down my window a little bit to try and get grounded. I grabbed my black tourmaline crystal out of my purse and put it on my lap. I called out to Archangel Micheal to help me. It was absolutely terrifying. It was one of the worst experiences of my life. After awhile, my vision came back to normal and my panic attack subsided and then I just started crying. My body felt completely tensed up – I could feel all of the tension and stress I had just experienced.

I went home and I was never so grateful to be at home, be safe and connected to the Earth. I hadn’t been drinking very much, but I poured myself a glass of wine and just sat on the edge of my deck with my feet on the ground and hugged my dog, Shiner.

I was so relieved and yet traumatized over what I had just experienced.

My first thoughts were I have a serious medical issue, I immediately thought it must have been caused by one of the new supplements I had been taking – Vitamin B12, reishi, chaga or schizandra? I did this to myself I thought. I didn’t do the due diligence or maybe this was some horrible disease, or brain tumor and I immediately thought I needed to schedule an eye exam. I was scared for my health. Eventually I went back inside to relax.

It wasn’t until a few days later that I thought wait…maybe this was from that guy I took a photo of? It happened immediately after I took the photo.

But what was that? Did he do something to me?

I decided to schedule a reading with a psychic that I have worked with before.

What she told me left me even more traumatized.

What I learned from the psychic

I scheduled the psychic reading for the following week. I told the psychic what happened to me – what I experienced. They asked to see the picture of what I took, so I showed it to them. They said that they don’t see these types of beings around. They said that Dolores Cannon would call them backdrop people. They said one of the roles that they play has to do with programming and reprogramming humans and that it would scare the crap out of most people, that it’s very Illuminati-oriented.

They said that these beings come in and they don’t want to be seen so they wear these masks. That they want to go in to certain places and just wipe out collective memories, or they may just be going in for an individual person.

They went on to say that I am protected, that the ‘wipe out’ started to happened and that this started the energy of my memory because I saw him. They said that all you have to do is to look at him. They said that I stopped it from continuing.

They said that these beings are rare, but they are out there. They basically wipe out people’s memory patterns and belief systems for their own purpose.

I asked for clarification on how it happened. They said that because I looked at him while he was doing that – it started, but also because I took a picture, and he probably saw me, then he was going to try harder.

I then asked if the black tourmaline helped. They said that that was my tool, but that I needed that as a tool to protect myself and then my angelics surrounded me. I used that to shield myself to make it stop, and then everything reflected and bounced back to him.

I know I created that experience, so I asked them why I created that for myself, it was a lesson for me to trust myself and to leave some things alone.

WTF?

So that was what I learned. The thing is, I feel that my role in this spiritual awakening process is to help others along their journey. I know that there are others who focus on the ‘dark side’ of things and help bring that to light. I know that isn’t my role and I know enough about it to be aware, but I definitely do not focus or research anything in regards to that side.

But, I couldn’t help but think about a few things and of course, I now have questions that I don’t know the answer to.

The main thing that I think has traumatized me the most about this whole experience is the knowledge that:

  • Someone deliberately tried to hurt me, to manipulate me and caused me such harm that I could have been a different person and/or crashed my vehicle and died and/or killed other people
  • That it is even POSSIBLE to impact a person by just LOOKING at them
  • The ability to alter someone else’s memory and belief systems as a possibility at all – I’ve never even heard of that!!

I have tried processing this a little at a time. I have decided to not actively go learn or seek out any information about these types of people. The biggest challenge that I have found myself dealing with is just how little we are aware of our own potential as human beings – even if in this case, it was to harm another individual. Especially by just looking at them!!!

I have had my Kundalini activated through eye contact, so I know that it is powerful to look into someone’s eyes and have a profound energetic experience. However, there are 2 things – one, is that it was through direct eye contact and two, even though I don’t understand how Kundalini activation works – that ability is clearly talked about and shared. THIS – I have never even heard of!! I have heard of people being manipulated and/or brainwashed, but I never tried to learn about that stuff or focus on it. I have just heard about that.

So….what now? Well, I suspect at some point I will discuss this with a healer because I can tell this trauma is still with me. My body is actually very tensed up as I’m writing this. Maybe this is helping process some of these emotions? And honestly, I don’t know. I haven’t thought much more about it. I know that I needed to share this information, but that’s about it. I’ve only shared it with a handful of people that I’m close to, because most people, even myself, would not even know where to start with this.

I’d like to say I hope this helps someone, but I pray to God that this is a rare event and that these people are not commonly encountered at all. If you do happen to see someone that looks like this – please DO NOT look at them! I’m sharing the picture of them, because they need to be exposed. Dark exists, I’m not going to live in fear, I’m sharing my story to help others.

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spirituality

Perspectives

Perspectives are like a**holes – everyone has one…..

Just a little humor here – as we all need this going through the spiritual awakening process. In this article I want to cover the concept of “perspectives” and one of the most helpful things that assisted me regarding this concept. When you start to awaken spiritually – you naturally begin to open up to a lot of new ideas and concepts that you had no clue about. As this happens, you seek out others who share the same outlook and beliefs that you do.

The basic concept that was most helpful to me, was a statement that Magenta Pixie said during one of her videos. She basically said – we create our own realities, so all perspectives are correct. This idea seems so simple, yet it was profound to me. That concept helped me SOOO much in my spiritual journey. When your world has been turned upside down and everything that you thought was true and “real” – turns out to not be true at all, and all you want to do is to talk to people about it, you get this frustration level built up because no one else in on the same page as you. It leads to some REAL frustration. All you want to do is to talk about your spiritual experiences, aliens and control systems but other people aren’t there yet, and so they don’t understand what you are talking about.

I always used to feel like, “I’m right, come on guys, this is the Truth” and I would get frustrated even talking to other people who didn’t share the same outlook. Once I heard this view by Magenta Pixie, it gave me such a sense of relief and allowed me to release all of that frustration I had felt.

It also allowed me to view things in a fundamentally different way – to allow other people to have their own experience without judgement.

This was a real paradigm shift that happened in my head. It was PROFOUND! This concept is based on the tenets of “law of attraction” – which is that we create our own reality. We create our reality through our thoughts, words, actions, and most importantly through our feelings. So just because someone doesn’t share the same outlook as you that’s perfectly okay!

The Law of Attraction is one explanation to address our experiences here on Earth, but another concept that we need to consider is of “Blue Prints” which I covered in this article.  This ties in because we may also have a pre-planned experience to have here on Earth in addition to what we create through the Law of Attraction.

So let’s take a look at a few examples at how this plays out.

Scenario 1

Someone gets killed in a car accident

Person 1 – Perspective: Doesn’t believe in God, souls, or reincarnation.

They are extremely upset, thinking about that poor person’s situation, how their family feels. They almost ‘own’ that sadness, thinking that could have been them.

Person 2 – Perspective: Believes in God. Believes in Heaven and Hell

This person is sad, but they have faith and don’t understand the reason ‘why’ that happened, but they are okay, because they have their faith. Believes that was God’s will.

Person 3 – Perspective: Believes that we are co-creators as “God” and that we create our own reality (law of attraction). Believes that souls have Blue Prints to experiences they will have on Earth.

This person feels empathy, but believes that we don’t know why that soul chose that experience and so doesn’t engage in trying to understand why that happened. It isn’t their place to understand or know what that soul was trying to accomplish by having that experience.

Scenario 2

Someone gets an incurable illness:

Person 1 – Perspective: Doesn’t believe in God, souls, or reincarnation.

They don’t understand why this would happen to such a nice, kind person. They are extremely upset and feel that this person never did anything to deserve to suffer in this way.

Person 2 – Perspective: Believes in God. Believes in Heaven and Hell

Believe that they don’t know why this person got such a horrible illness, but it’s God’s will. God works in mysterious ways.

Person 3 – Perspective: Believes that we are co-creators as “God” and that we create our own reality (law of attraction). Believes that souls have Blue Prints or plans of certain experiences they will have on Earth.

This person’s perspective is very different than 1 and 2 above. They believe that the person created this illness through their thoughts words or actions in this lifetime. Or, they believe it was a “blue print” or plan for that soul to experience. The key in this last perspective, is that once a person is ‘awake’ and ‘aware’ that they are “God” – they can create whatever they want. So they have the power to change that blue print. They know that they are “Sovereign”. In some cases, it may be that soul had a desire to experience an incurable illness for a bigger purpose. And we may not know what it is, but the key is to always have compassion for whatever that experience may be.

All of these perspectives are okay. No perspective is wrong or right. Each person creates their own reality through their own THOUGHTS, WORDS, ACTIONS, and FEELINGS.

At then end of the day – to me – the question that we need to be asking ourselves – is does this perspective make me feel better or worse?

When you have a different perspective than another person, it’s important to be present, be open, and always respectful of that person’s perspective – even if they are not respectful of yours. What I try to do, is to listen, and if I feel that they might be open to a different perspective – I might offer mine. However, I will always try to say it in a manner that I feel they may be open to hear. It’s important to communicate to others in a way that is not accusatory, but rather, state it in a way where it’s not personal, but more general and more reflective.

One term that has resonated with me, is the concept of looking at things from a “multi-dimensional’ perspective. When we look at things through that lens – generally, we are looking at things from a higher perspective. In this 3D reality, that is one dimension. If we look at ourselves as souls and our higher selves, that would be another dimension – which could be the 5th dimension or higher. So that perspective would be considered ‘multi-dimensional.’

As you awaken spiritually, your perspective may change dramatically and it’s important to understand that as your views change, the people in your life may not get ‘your reality.’ And that’s okay. Just be patient and allow others to have their own experience.

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In love, light and gratitude,

Heather Burket