spirituality

My Close Call

I don’t even know where to start on this. It’s been awhile since I’ve posted and partly it’s because of something I experienced a few weeks ago, and have not felt ready to talk about it. I have not completely processed it, and have put it ‘in a box’ for now. I take it out and process it a little at a time, but I probably still need to go see a healer about it at some point because I know the emotions are still trapped in my energy body.

A few weeks ago I had one of the most terrifying experiences of my life.

I was driving down the street and I saw this guy that made me laugh. He was very fit and wearing work out clothes, but he was wearing a mask on his face. So I decided to take a picture. After I took the pic, I felt like I had just looked at a building that was reflecting the sun – where you accidentally get kind of temporarily blinded.

Where you have this one area in your eye were you can’t see. But I was like ‘it will go away’, I honestly didn’t remember looking at a blinding reflection, but as I was driving, it continued to get worse and I kept on thinking it would go away eventually. It started changing to where it like this jagged edge on my vision.

And I actually couldn’t see very clearly at all on the right hand side of my vision. Because it was impacting my ability to see so bad while I was trying to drive and because I was freaking out, I ended up having a panic attack. I don’t even know how to describe what that feels like. Utter terror, everything becomes overwhelming physically I felt hot, I didn’t know what to do, trying to change lanes, I could barely see out of the right hand field of my vision.

I was afraid if I pulled off of the highway, I wouldn’t be able to make myself drive again.

I rolled down my window a little bit to try and get grounded. I grabbed my black tourmaline crystal out of my purse and put it on my lap. I called out to Archangel Micheal to help me. It was absolutely terrifying. It was one of the worst experiences of my life. After awhile, my vision came back to normal and my panic attack subsided and then I just started crying. My body felt completely tensed up – I could feel all of the tension and stress I had just experienced.

I went home and I was never so grateful to be at home, be safe and connected to the Earth. I hadn’t been drinking very much, but I poured myself a glass of wine and just sat on the edge of my deck with my feet on the ground and hugged my dog, Shiner.

I was so relieved and yet traumatized over what I had just experienced.

My first thoughts were I have a serious medical issue, I immediately thought it must have been caused by one of the new supplements I had been taking – Vitamin B12, reishi, chaga or schizandra? I did this to myself I thought. I didn’t do the due diligence or maybe this was some horrible disease, or brain tumor and I immediately thought I needed to schedule an eye exam. I was scared for my health. Eventually I went back inside to relax.

It wasn’t until a few days later that I thought wait…maybe this was from that guy I took a photo of? It happened immediately after I took the photo.

But what was that? Did he do something to me?

I decided to schedule a reading with a psychic that I have worked with before.

What she told me left me even more traumatized.

What I learned from the psychic

I scheduled the psychic reading for the following week. I told the psychic what happened to me – what I experienced. They asked to see the picture of what I took, so I showed it to them. They said that they don’t see these types of beings around. They said that Dolores Cannon would call them backdrop people. They said one of the roles that they play has to do with programming and reprogramming humans and that it would scare the crap out of most people, that it’s very Illuminati-oriented.

They said that these beings come in and they don’t want to be seen so they wear these masks. That they want to go in to certain places and just wipe out collective memories, or they may just be going in for an individual person.

They went on to say that I am protected, that the ‘wipe out’ started to happened and that this started the energy of my memory because I saw him. They said that all you have to do is to look at him. They said that I stopped it from continuing.

They said that these beings are rare, but they are out there. They basically wipe out people’s memory patterns and belief systems for their own purpose.

I asked for clarification on how it happened. They said that because I looked at him while he was doing that – it started, but also because I took a picture, and he probably saw me, then he was going to try harder.

I then asked if the black tourmaline helped. They said that that was my tool, but that I needed that as a tool to protect myself and then my angelics surrounded me. I used that to shield myself to make it stop, and then everything reflected and bounced back to him.

I know I created that experience, so I asked them why I created that for myself, it was a lesson for me to trust myself and to leave some things alone.

WTF?

So that was what I learned. The thing is, I feel that my role in this spiritual awakening process is to help others along their journey. I know that there are others who focus on the ‘dark side’ of things and help bring that to light. I know that isn’t my role and I know enough about it to be aware, but I definitely do not focus or research anything in regards to that side.

But, I couldn’t help but think about a few things and of course, I now have questions that I don’t know the answer to.

The main thing that I think has traumatized me the most about this whole experience is the knowledge that:

  • Someone deliberately tried to hurt me, to manipulate me and caused me such harm that I could have been a different person and/or crashed my vehicle and died and/or killed other people
  • That it is even POSSIBLE to impact a person by just LOOKING at them
  • The ability to alter someone else’s memory and belief systems as a possibility at all – I’ve never even heard of that!!

I have tried processing this a little at a time. I have decided to not actively go learn or seek out any information about these types of people. The biggest challenge that I have found myself dealing with is just how little we are aware of our own potential as human beings – even if in this case, it was to harm another individual. Especially by just looking at them!!!

I have had my Kundalini activated through eye contact, so I know that it is powerful to look into someone’s eyes and have a profound energetic experience. However, there are 2 things – one, is that it was through direct eye contact and two, even though I don’t understand how Kundalini activation works – that ability is clearly talked about and shared. THIS – I have never even heard of!! I have heard of people being manipulated and/or brainwashed, but I never tried to learn about that stuff or focus on it. I have just heard about that.

So….what now? Well, I suspect at some point I will discuss this with a healer because I can tell this trauma is still with me. My body is actually very tensed up as I’m writing this. Maybe this is helping process some of these emotions? And honestly, I don’t know. I haven’t thought much more about it. I know that I needed to share this information, but that’s about it. I’ve only shared it with a handful of people that I’m close to, because most people, even myself, would not even know where to start with this.

I’d like to say I hope this helps someone, but I pray to God that this is a rare event and that these people are not commonly encountered at all. If you do happen to see someone that looks like this – please DO NOT look at them! I’m sharing the picture of them, because they need to be exposed. Dark exists, I’m not going to live in fear, I’m sharing my story to help others.

In case you are interested, I created a Facebook page today in order to create a community where people can share their experiences so that we can learn and grow together. I plan to post these articles where people can make comments and engage with others. I also share the associated videos to go with these articles. Please feel free to like our page and join us. The link is below:

https://www.facebook.com/heatherburketspiritualjourney/

Here is my You Tube video where I discuss this article:

In EXTRA love, light and gratitude,

Heather

 

 

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Spiritual Awakening Symptoms – Physical Symptoms

So you have come to understand that you are undergoing a spiritual awakening – now what? I’ll address the different aspects to it and recommendations and suggestions for you.

There are a myriad of physical symptoms that you may experience going through this process. First and foremost – always check with your medical team to rule out any physical health concerns.

In this article, I’ll address some of the physical symptoms that can be associated with spiritual awakening:

  • Illness (nausea, flu-like symptoms, hives, etc.)
  • Fatigue
  • Odd sleeping patterns
  • Food/alcohol sensitivities and cravings
  • Feeling ungrounded/floating/dizziness
  • Visual changes/anomalies

For the above-mentioned symptoms – I’ll address some causes and/or recommendations to assist with them.

1. Illness (flu-like symptoms, stomach issues/nausea, rashes/hives)

These can all be symptoms of the body purging out the denser emotions through the physical body. This can range in severity from person-to-person. Although this process can be uncomfortable, the purpose is to clear the physical body. The best recommendations are to take care of yourself – rest, drink plenty of water and let your body heal. I’d highly recommend against trying to ‘power through’ these symptoms when they occur. That will only delay your body’s need to heal.

2. Fatigue

This is by far the most common and most frustrating symptom to deal with. The fatigue is caused by the incoming energies which are packets of consciousness. These energies are being integrated into the body. They can only be integrated through sleep. Each person can take in only the amount of light/energy that they are able to handle. The fatigue can also be caused by you ‘leaving’ your body during sleep and ‘working’ in the other realms. So you may wake up not feeling rested at all. Unfortunately, the fatigue can also hit us mid-day when these energies come in. If you are unable to rest, resist the temptation to drink caffeine and instead try drinking spring water if available or herbal teas.

If you are able to – sleep! Even if it means ignoring chores or social activities. You are not being a slacker!! Your body needs the rest – so sleep. If your body needs 10 hours of sleep, then sleep 10 hours. This then leads us to the next symptom – odd sleeping patterns.

3. Odd sleeping patterns

This could be one of the first experiences that you have – waking up in the middle of the night and unable to go back to sleep. I am not sure exactly why this happens. Sometimes it is because of the incoming energies. It is definitely frustrating if you have a normal day time job. You will find your overall physical energy levels fluctuate greatly. You can go from extreme fatigue to having very high energy. The body is undergoing changes. Sleep is needed to integrate the energy – but I believe the processing of the energy may cause overall disruption of sleep patterns. You may feel a sudden need to nap during the middle of the day. If you are able to – by all means – take the nap!

4. Food sensitivities/alcohol/caffeine/food cravings

As your body raises its vibration through incorporating these packets of consciousness/light – the physical body can no longer tolerate lower vibrational foods and substances. Gluten, dairy, meat, alcohol, caffeine,  preservatives/chemicals, GMO food, pesticide-laden food – these may all become intolerable to the physical body. The main thing to understand here is to observe when you start to feel bad due to ingesting a certain substance. You may begin to feel fatigue, nausea, develop hives or you may be unable to eat certain foods because you can now taste the chemicals, excess salt, etc. You may be unable to process alcohol anymore – you body may reject it altogether or you may become so sensitive that you can only drink a small amount. Caffeine may begin to make you super jittery or anxious. You may also just lose your tolerance altogether to caffeine.

For me – the most notable was I could taste the preservatives and chemicals in foods – so certain foods I could no longer tolerate. You may also find yourself craving certain foods. I would follow your own intuition in these instances. I craved tuna fish for every meal for at least a week at one point. I later came across someone who said that they craved sardines for every meal. These cravings will come and go – just go with the flow.

I would recommend adopting a high-vibe diet and incorporate these foods as much as possible – local, non-GMO, organic, raw and/or cooked with drink lots of fresh spring water.

5. Feeling ungrounded

One of the most unusual symptoms I have felt is feeling ungrounded. This makes you feel somewhat floaty, somewhat dizzy and very spaced-out. This is just one of the effects of your body raising its vibration. The best way to ground is to go outside and put your bare feet onto the ground and ground into the earth. You can also visualize a root extending from your own body down into the earth and taking root into the middle of the earth. You can also purchase crystals to assist with grounding – which is what I use to keep myself grounded. Some recommendations are: black tourmaline, shungite – or any black crystal really, red jasper, or hematite.

You can find these crystals through my website: http://www.tropicaexotica.com

6 Visual changes/anomalies

Again – I will always recommend seeing a medically trained professional for any health concerns. I went to an eye doctor myself after experiencing some visual anomalies just to make sure nothing was physically wrong.

Some of the visual anomalies may include:

  • Gloopy/blurry eyes
  • Not being able to focus easily
  • Seeing bright white flashes of light
  • Seeing tiny white lights
  • Seeing things out of the corner of your eyes

Some of these experiences are due to your 3rd eye opening – which I will cover in detail in another post for ‘psychic experiences.’

The other eye symptoms are caused by your physical body adjusting to a higher vibrational state and are part of the process.

7. “Leaky” ears/ringing high-pitched sounds

A symptom that I’ve experienced more recently – is the ‘leaky ear’ sensation. To me, it feels like a tickly sensation. So I find myself engaging in a little Q-tip war because I find it tickles the inside of my ears. From what I understand, this is due to 3rd eye opening. You may also find your ears ringing or hearing a high-pitched sound on occasion. It can vary from ear to ear, or it can be both at the same time. I believe this is due to you opening up to the other realms. For others – some can be more sensitive to the energy coming in – so they can hear it.

These are a few of the main physical symptoms that you may experience. In my next article – I’ll cover some of the emotional aspects.

What about you? What physical experiences have you had? Any helpful tools or remedies that you’d like to share? Please feel free to comment!

Here’s my video on this topic:

In love, light and gratitude,

Heather Burket

 

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Spiritual Awakening – An Overview

My intention with this blog is to help others who may be going through a Spiritual Awakening process and might not understand what is happening and need support on their journey. I intend to try to explain things in a somewhat logical order although that won’t always be the case as this topic has a lot of twists and turns.

So what is a Spiritual Awakening? Spiritual Awakening is an awakening to who you truly are as a soul. It is happening collectively, but it is an individual process. And the process is different for everyone. For some – it can be dramatic – as in a Kundalini Awakening. For others, it may just start as a feeling of discontent and/or you may begin to question things. And then there are others who are born ‘awake’ but that is rare.

Since everyone is at a different place, I’ll begin with some basics of what you may be experiencing:

  • You may feel upsetting emotions (anger, sadness, fear) that you can’t exactly determine why you feel that way
  • You may begin to feel disconnected from those around you – like you don’t really enjoy their company anymore. This can apply to friends, coworkers and even family members. And this feeling of disconnection can make you feel very lonely.
  • You may have odd sleeping patterns – waking up in the middle of the night and unable to go back to sleep.
  • You may experience bouts of fatigue and/or anxiety
  • Your body may become sensitive to certain foods, alcohol, and products
  • You may begin to notice that you see the same numbers like 11:11 and other repeating numbers like 333, 444, etc.
  • You may be to experience a myriad of different physical symptoms (I’ll discuss more in another article)
  • You may develop a sudden interest in your health – such as becoming vegetarian, vegan and learning more about mindfulness and alternative forms of healing – such as yoga, meditation and acupuncture
  • You may become interested in learning more about esoteric topics
  • You work may become so dissatisfying that you may begin to question your current line of work
  • You may begin to feel out of control emotionally – dark night of the soul
  • You may experience vivid dreams
  • You may begin to experience more supernatural types of experiences such as
    • Seeing or feeling spirits or entities
    • Seeing energy such as auras around people
    • Hearing voices
    • Having out of body experiences

What is happening is that you are becoming more in alignment with your true self – what resonates with you who you truly are and becoming more aware of the Truth that has been hidden from you. As you begin this process, every area of your life becomes into clear focus for review to determine if it matches you. If not, it will be released to allow that which does to enter your life.

You will start to seek others, either consciously or unconsciously that are similar to you – that match your current vibration.

You soul will begin to direct the course of your life.

Once you realize what is happening, things will start to make more sense. I had a lot of issues early on because I had my 3rd eye open due to a Kundalini Awakening. It was experiencing a lot of supernatural things and couldn’t figure out how to make it stop. I was afraid to go to sleep at night. I don’t think most people are experiencing that, but I do plan to discuss that in more detail in a later article.

Besides all of the weird phenomenon I was experiencing, the most difficult part was not having anyone to talk about who could provide any explanation or to assist me in this process. What ended up helping me the most – emotionally – was finding other like-minded people that I could learn from and share information and to provide emotional support. It was probably the single best thing that helped me – as being isolated during this process makes it extremely challenging.

So fear not! We are all on this journey together! Although the process can be challenging, the rewards of living in alignment with your true self is worth the struggles you may encounter. My intention is to provide as much information and tools as possible to assist you on this journey!

Here’s my video on this topic:

In love, light and gratitude!

Heather